You Break Me Down You Build Me Up

you break me down
you build me up
you fill my cup
you are my muse
and my destruction
you are the black hole
and my warm blanket
i'm losing track of time
and places i used to go
losing sight of the path
that i was to follow
i no longer know what i should do
part of me empty without you
another part wants to break free
to ascend higher
you feed my body
but not my mind
which needs different food
to be something apart from you
looking for something deeper
searching for what others see
but blinded by temporary pleasure
are you the end of me?